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One of the few highlights of this week: jamming at a studio with my Dad and uncle. My old man taught me my first chords as a kid and there he was playing my strat!
smile-youre—beautiful—darling:
Not tonight, not any freaking night. No matter what you think, you have a purpose here. Just know a stranger named Em cares about you enough to not want you to kill yourself. I love you, hold on for me each night.
i care about you too. if i knew where you all lived i would go there, hug you until you fall asleep and in the meantime keep all knifes / pills / ropes away from you. i dont even care if i dont know you
or any night. im always here i care.
You can survive. I know a few people who are living proof, myself included <3
you’re worth it, I promise. Sometimes it’s hard to see your own value, but it’s always there
Everyone gets to that point at least once in their life. And I may not have known exactly how to go about it, but I’m proud to say I managed to save someone I really cared about.
2 things that best describe you- wet·back /ˈwetˌbak/Nounoffensive. A Mexican living in the US, esp. one who is an illegal immigrant. & 6. Poser- A poser is someone who tries hard to be something they arent. Usually, posers call other people posers because they are jealous that the person they called a poser is more skater/stoner/goth/punk/rocker/grunge/etc. than they will ever be.
AnonymousI’ll let the stupidity speak for itself^^
And where in my blog have I claimed to be anything?
It’s funny at this point. I dont have to do anything and I ruin your day. I have that much power over you that you must stop and message me. Well I could go on forever, brother. You don’t get to me.
You on the other hand must deal with those you think are “posers”. And all 11 million of us “wetbacks”. We will eat away at your psyche just by existing. You’re fucked.
I'm sorry about what happened, cheer up pal you're a good dude. it's unfortunate that you can put so much effort into one person but they just turn out not being the one.
Thank you, Andrea! I had my part in all this too, I can’t put all the blame on someone else. and yeah, It wouldn’t have worked even if we forced it through cause we were both damaged individuals. I need to focus on growing so that the same thing doesn’t happen again in other relationships. (Btw, I’m publishing this one in case someone out there is going through the same thing.)
Sometimes people just aren't right for each other no matter how much they care. Keep your head up! You have lots of fans :D -Cleo
That’s true as well. Thanks, Cleo! And your blog is awesome :)
Seriously, I’ve had some awesome anons pop in and offer their kind support. Don’t be shy; I’d like to get to know who you all are. I’m not as much of an asshole as I used to be, promise!
and im not trying to be nosy LOL you seem like a cool guy who cares about people
Anonymoushaha well now I don’t mind cause that actually made me smile. Plus I’m venting online (which I don’t normally do) so some feedback isn’t a surprise. I’m just extra hurt right now cause this came at a fragile time for me. Learning to trust again and whatnot. But life goes on and so do I. Thanks for the support. Come off anon!
